"Take me as I am."

Chessica, I can relate to your post about how sometimes the trust you give is taken advantage of. Just remember that you are a beautiful person for willingly showing others your kind heart. And the ones who are genuinely kind as well will not take advantage of it. I know you're strong enough to make it through! And you're as right and wise as always; God's got your back and will dry all tears :)

Anonymous

Wow. (: Haha. This post means a lot. And would mean even more if it weren’t from an anon. Reveal yourself so I can give you a proper thank you, please. (:

This is me.

I just spent the last 15 minutes crying. Crying over how I’ve lost trust in so many people lately. The friends who I thought were my friends. They walked all over me and took advantage of my kindness. Because I do not judge and hold grudges, they took advantage of the forgiveness I allow them to have. Even though it’s them who hurt me. Crying over the fact that I’m tired of my life and I’m so frustrated with it. The things I’ve been through. The feelings and tears I’ve had to keep inside. I finally let them out all at once, leaving puddles of tears on my pillow. The only good thing I’ve gotten from crying for 15 minutes is venting and talking to my friend about it all. And over text message. She helped me realize that there will be ups and downs. There will be friends that will say they’ll always be there and that you can trust them with anything. But the reality is that they’ll just take advantage of that trust. She taught me that no matter what, there will be the friends that will be with you through thick and thin. They’ll be up with you until 4am talking and giving you advice. She helped me realize that life isn’t a one way street. She made me believe that God is always there. You just need to call to Him and tell Him your problems. Even though He knows every single one already.

him: why are you sad?

me: because im losing you

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Anonymous

Last person I text messaged… Kik messenger doesn’t count, right?

Uhm, but no, I would not cause that’d be awkward.

Make my summer less boring

Ask me some preguntas!

Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
You talked to an ex today, correct?
Have you taken someones virginity?
Is trust a big issue for you?
Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
What are you excited for?
What happened tonight?
Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Is confidence cute?
What is the last beverage you had?
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
What are you gonna do Saturday night?
What are you going to spend money on next?
Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
The last time you felt broken?
Have you had sex today?
Are you starting to realize anything?
Are you in a good mood?
Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
What do you want right this second?
What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
Listening to?
Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Who did you last call?
Who was the last person you danced with?
Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
Do you tan in the nude?
If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Who was the last person to call you?
Do you sing in the shower?
Do you dance in the car?
Ever used a bow and arrow?
Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Is Christmas stressful?
Ever eat a pierogi?
Favorite type of fruit pie?
Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Do you believe in ghosts?
Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Take a vitamin daily?
Wear slippers?
Wear a bath robe?
What do you wear to bed?
First concert?
Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Nike or Adidas?
Cheetos Or Fritos?
Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Favorite Taylor Swift song?
Ever take dance lessons?
Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Can you curl your tongue?
Ever won a spelling bee?
Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
What is your favorite book?
Do you study better with or without music?
Regularly burn incense?
Ever been in love?
Who would you like to see in concert?
What was the last concert you saw?
Hot tea or cold tea?
Tea or coffee?
Favorite type of cookie?
Can you swim well?
Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Are you patient?
DJ or band, at a wedding?
Ever won a contest?
Ever have plastic surgery?
Which are better black or green olives?
Opinions on sex before marriage?
Best room for a fireplace?
Do you want to get married?

thunderpopcola:

This is how you lose her.

You lose her when you forget to remember the little things that mean the world to her: the sincerity in a stranger’s voice during a trip to the grocery, the delight of finding something lost or forgotten like a sticker from when she was five, the selflessness of a child giving a part of his meal to another, the scent of new books in the store, the surprise short but honest notes she tucks in her journal and others you could only see if you look closely.

You must remember when she forgets.

You lose her when you don’t notice that she notices everything about you: your use of the proper punctuation that tells her continuation rather than finality, your silence when you’re about to ask a question but you think anything you’re about to say to her would be silly, your mindless humming when it is too quiet, your handwriting when you sign your name in blank sheets of paper, your muted laughter when you are trying to be polite, and more and more of what you are, which you don’t even know about yourself, because she pays attention.

She remembers when you forget.

You lose her for every second you make her feel less and less of the beauty that she is. When you make her feel that she is replaceable. She wants to feel cherished. When you make her feel that you are fleeting. She wants you to stay. When you make her feel inadequate. She wants to know that she is enough and she does not need to change for you, nor for anyone else because she is she and she is beautiful, kind and good.

You must learn her.

You must know the reason why she is silent. You must trace her weakest spots. You must write to her. You must remind her that you are there. You must know how long it takes for her to give up. You must be there to hold her when she is about to.

You must love her because many have tried and failed. And she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept.

And, this is how you keep her.

HAVE YOU EVER JUST REALLY WANTED TO KISS SOMEONE BUT YOU CANT

unicornmunch:

here’s a list of what i’d like to do with you:

hug

go on walks while holding hands

smile

kiss

cuddle

have cute little dates

have movie nights

take adorable pictures

go new places

try new things

fall in love

~~brutally fuck you~~

look at the stars

do everything i was ever scared to do alone.